LUCID – Letters – October 12th
October 12
Dear Samantha,
I haven’t had any odd dreams lately. I don’t even remember most of them. I guess school has been taking my mind off things, and leaving me too tired to try the whole lucid dreaming thing. I have a big history paper due on the Civil War this week, and a math test (I don’t understand this algebra stuff), and I’m supposed to write a book report for English. I’ll probably write it about this lucid dreaming book.
I haven’t seen those shadow things, or Herald, but for some reason it still feels like he’s out there. Maybe it’s just wishful thinking. Maybe I made all that stuff up, or my subconscious did at least.
I’m wondering if it was all because of the move, being away from you and everyone else, and being in this new place, with no friends… maybe my brain invented the recurring dreams just because of that. I should read about dream analysis; that lucid dreaming book has some stuff about it, but nothing like this. Just things that would say the shadows are an embodiment of my fears, and Herald represents my own confidence. Or something, I don’t know.
Anyway, I’m just going to bed now. Maybe I’ll read some more before bed. I’ll write you again soon. I’m going to ask my dad if we can go back and visit some weekend soon, so let me know when would be a good time for you.
Stressed and dreamless,
Lucy
